Hi Josh,
I really experienced a lot during the days in Shanghai and Suzhou. It's Father's work that change my heart and thought. To be honest, I am a lot worried about speaking tongue and the power of holy especially when I first meet Chris and his Malaysian friends. I know they came from Pentecostal church, and really believed about the power of HS. I even made a decision in my heart that no matter what they say, I will never speak tongues before them.
However, what happened in Suzhou is very dramatic. We went to a prayer centre which is owned by a local Chinese leader, who has a lot of amazing testimonies. We pray together, and a brother from the Malaysia team stand up and use oil to anoint the Chinese leader Joshua. And I just put my hand on Joshua's shoulder. At that very moment, I feel a strong power came to my heart which I never experienced before. I feel very uncomfortable, and my heart feel like bursting. I cannot stop crying, and my mouth cannot stop saying something, although I cannot understand it. After that, two Malaysia sister came to me and asked me to lay down. And they began to prey for me. Then a sister named Sarah said to me,"Ï see two things in your heart that is controlling you, one is your relationship with your parents, the other is your strong guilty feelings". I will so astonished, since I never shared this with Sarah. I only shared my problem with Chris. I even asked Chris whether he has told something to Sarah and Chris replied that he would never share anything said in confidence. Anyway, Sarah asked me confess these two things before Father and ask him to release me. I feel so comfortable after that prayer.
And it is even more amazing during the evening. Sisters and brothers from the local church came and Chris shared a short messages to them. After that, the Malaysia team and the Chinese leader Joshua pray for everyone in the church. I also join to pray for those brothers and sisters. I see a lot of people fall down because the HS came upon them. Some sisters cried heavily, and some others who has been attacked by evil spirit keep vomiting for hours. When I pray for them, my left arm began to shake, which I can stop if I want. I was so shocked during the whole night, which is not because I see some miracles, but because I myself is part of it.
So I think all these is really from our Father, and he want to bless me and change me and experience his mighty power. This is not something that Chris asked me to do or encourage me to do, but father told me to do. And we even discuss about Pentecostal church and Calvin church or other Conservative church. I think Chris really has a proper and balanced opinion about this issue.
I think HS's most important work in my life is draw me closer to father. I feel refreshed and renewed when I pray and read our book during these days.
Best regards, man, hope you can be filled with HS every day.
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